Sinking
Deeper and deeper
Trying to see the way out
Wondering where it is
Wishing to find it
Hoping it’s the right way...
So much pressure
A lot of it my own
My own worst enemy.
How to defeat myself?
That’s the big question...
Sinking in a way
Not known to me
Seeming such a waste of time
A waste of resources
A waste of effort
Everything seems fine
Can’t see the worry
Can’t feel the shudders
Can’t be there if you don’t know...
It doesn’t seem so bad
Peddling to stay afloat
Worst things in life than this
Comparing it
A way out there is...
A way out possibly...
Resting
Doing nothing
Just sitting
Not at all possible
No rest for the wicked...
Well at least not for me.
(23 Augustus 2009: 20:12)
